Patching up!

I actually couldn’t even admit a single day without my 'Net' .. Been my friend since school days, it has become one major life component now...Still couldn’t believe I've stamped down all these days without my best time killer.. I was starting to love the past days before television.One dumbo ass as I named it long before.. Not anymore..At one point, I had to consider that Idiot Box... God is emphatically teaching me how to live.. I'm lazy! Can't learn more...Sorry-ji ! :-O

Investigated 6 independent inquiries, peeped into mind…

• How to start a reading 'habit' ?

When I said habit, I meant the word as it is.. I want it to acquire through frequent repetitions a day or I want my life reason-Books. Finished a book in a week.. :D Taking an hour a day.. lol..Anybody can finish it in a day.. Far too better or .....? Let it be for my jeez... ! :D :D :D

• How well a blogger should be ?

Can’t indulge in writing metaphorical language. I don’t admit my writing skill part. Tho’ I like them when they say they like the way I express the words. Oh well, Thanks to ‘Mr’. Anonymous for sparing his time in here.. Good to see I’ve regular readers and Yes, obviously I’m inspired! ;-)

• In which state of unreal world should I live in?
  

Present so is the same as for the real world... If in that case, Should I bother about my Future? No .. Yes! The priority being No.. Exploring…(‘Explore it’ as our trainers say.. :-D )

• What exactly is telepathy?

Is it just a literal word as seen in writings or it has a secure unfeigned role in life? Lets see what.. lolz..

• Why couldn’t I start thinking about a short story? ( ! )
  

Mr. Director’s inspiration! I remember him asking me for a short film.. He thinks I can make it.. Such demands will be taken into account , BUT … only if I find a gift parceled by GOD. Not otherwise .. Sigh!

• A sequence of events at my work place.
  

Mr. Weird is study’ing’ (or analyz’ing’ : ‘ing’ since the status continues… ) me.. Accessing the behavioral attributes he can read out from my doings .. Weird I must say…The conclusions share contradiction …

His assumptions say :

" You ( or Me ), either an ‘Interesting’ character or a ‘Complete Fake’ ! "

Sigh! How else it could be..? Easily said: ‘Either Yes or No’..

Anyhow , his conclusion says the other way:

' This is your basic nature! '

The base R! Happily quitted! Thanks to Mr. Weird for he did take the cookies! Lol…

• Time Utilization : Before and After Status !

*A table definition would be a bit odd as one of my friends suggested.. So deleting the struct part..lol...*

Loved the ‘After’ state anyway..

Life could have been better if I get to hear the sigh of wind in ambiance… My windows are open and I’m ready to fade away in nature… A mind so intelligent, so innovational, so real..

God is listening... Get me the wings..I wanna fly...
I was destined to be God’s favorite, and I did the best I could do…
Still doing my best with every possible gifted qualities I’ve..
But, life is totally unlikely without an Inter-Net...
Back to ‘Before’ state.. I’m into my own world of Seeking-Nothing-In-Particular.. Yay! Happy again.. :-D

A Bill of Divorcement !

It says Marriages are made in heaven and sanctified on earth . . Pardon Me God, I'm redefining it for the sake of describing one funny incident happened today. .

This was my message to a friend during lunch break . .


I, R*** ( W/O Mr. X*** , married since XXXX **, &&&& ) hereby declaring my divorce notice . . The real reason behind this decision is the insincere nature of my **** . . He's been after many gals even though he's got a wonderful caring wife . . :) But, because of certain hidden reasons, I'm inactivating this notice for the time being . . So, kindly take this as a warning and put an eye on my **** so that he'll give me enough care and I'll get his attention leading to a happy and prospering life . . .~rz


Mr.X*** wanted me to hide his name for the sake of his peace . . lol . . I've taken the power of settling things . . Yay! Its because I got one such **** in the College Family Tree . .(Another absolute crap as I've no clue how he became my **** in tree) lol . . I'm glad things are turning around for me . . '****' since the word 'husband' is one meaningful word and I prefer not to use it here and there for describing 'some' silly characters in life. .

Relishing the days at new place . . Missing college friends and classes tho' . . I learn new things from here unlike in college days where the mere intention going college was the attendance . . I had a habit of imagining studies visually, and that happened only in dreams . . My intentions changed once I joined my first job . . Well this wasn't a change in plan but a change of mode . . Switching from the mode of leisurely woman to a fast learner in demand . . Learning learning and more learning . . .

The Cutting Edge !

ATTENTION dear friend: This is to inform you the latest updates about your friend.. Your Er. Friend is going to be an employee from this Monday.. The company she's going to work for is COLLABERA as SAP trainee.. Will be trained for the position,'SAP Consultant' in 6 months.. Well, I hope that is a GOOD news for you too...;-) :-):-)


This was the message to all my friends. Some laughed at, some incited pity and some others congratulated and conveyed their felicity...Its been 3 days since I joined.. Met up with an old tuition-mate of mine..She smiles at every single thing I say and I love people who smile.. :) When it is about friends, one would always appreciate adding more in a list of many and I'm not an exception.. She is my new friend, new colleague, new companion....

I had in my dreams about a work where I fly from one place to another, speaking out to the super-ordinates of a company in a prissy room..Well, that is in brief ...

I'm flying with my colleagues to a city where flowers blossom more often but are unnoticed .. The place where the crowd spills over on the street.. The heavy traffic lines are overloaded in the city everywhere... One from my team ensures the things going around, another busy reading stuffs, another one with the phone calls, another one with his at most stubborn posture..And myself wistfully looking through the window,running in mind as many things as I could.. Everybody plays a compeer role there.. We are halfway down the destiny..A remote possibility of reaching the place in time ... Situations passes by and now we are heeding to the company.. A warm welcome .. The usual way of conveying the invited guests.. Some of them are Indians and some others aliens, as I would call them...

We are in a well coiffed room.. Everybody seated themselves in the appropriate place so that they get the perfect picturing of the scenic design.. A man who buried himself in his best suit is now going to give us a formal greet.. He carries himself in a decent manner with a pleasing sensation.. He starts verbalizing and it occupied a short time.. And now, its our turn..We're introduced to the officials of their company and we are starting our work...(Last part isn't clear.....)

Everything was so quick and evening in room.. In a state of prospering.. Palmy and Thriving...!


Now, Dream becoming the Reality... The Cutting Edge !

Surreal.. but nice !

I want a world were anything is possible...!

What I want to be... ? was left to me...

Choices were actually minuscule..
I picked one, But went wrong..

I see myself as a failure !
Believe me, I'm going to fail just 100%...
A striker striking within its reach,but failing to put a coin in the pocket..
Don't tell me ,it doesn't matter..
Because I know, it DOES !

This is not the time for incidence
This is not the time for empathize

I must complain with the weakest possible reason I could have....
I'm unsure, but something hiding me..
Perhaps, I'm less confident about myself..
I'm lazy, I couldn't make it... What shall I do now?
I thought I'm old enough to take my own decisions..
I thought there is no harm to be myself..
Did you see the difference?
Oh well,Its all about a lonely person in the world....
I doubt if its me....
No, I've everybody..


They asked :

Good bowler / Bad bowler ?

Unsure! I picked Good . But it turned Bad...

I'm a traveler who is gonna discover the world..
Looking for the day which is going to change my life...
If I was given a chance ,I'd change the world upside down..

Surreal.. but nice!
Well, what was I thinking about? Is it about changing the world?
I'm dreaming then..
In dreams, I'd change the entire world rather than my personality..
Because you can always do that in your dreams...
Sleep with a dream and wake up with reality ..
Because there is nothing that rhymes in life ...
I fancy it... Surreal ,but nice!

I wanted to see you smile..
But, nobody wished for mine..
I've got nothing to smile about !
Still I smiled, but nobody noticed..

Combination of factors spilled it out :

No clean clothes
No regular food
No real friends
No entertaining fun

Somebody been badly influenced...
Everything Unfit..
Everything for a reason it says :
Get me the reason, I'll be excused !

Unsuccessfully Professional !

A fairly strange reality to face with..
Its a No-Win situation..I dint realize before..
I couldn't hear the spiritual vibrations anymore....

Fortune....

My fortune teller says :

"Everyone is gifted - but some people never open their package"

Searching for my gift.....
.
Can't find any.....
.
Mission failed....
.
Query : Will I get a new one?
Reason : Because that I've missed my old...
Response : Gift once lost is lost forever !


Scripting failed . . . .

Write up...

Narrating a story . . .

11th grade Math tuition : The journey begins ... I dint notice this tuition-mate of mine since the huge class and she wasn't in the circle of my world which was confined to the first 2 benches...

12th grade Math tuition : My neighbor introduced her best friend to me ... A cute gal I murmured ... Started noticing her from that day on .. Smiling friends as I would define it... A thought struck my mind : Keep Smiling n' she smiled ... :)

X'mas day celebration at my neighbor's home : I can at this moment see her awaiting for a quick and easy friendship .. From there own, Hi-Bye friends as we called it... :)

First year second day at college bus stop : We shared a Happy Smile! She is already my friend .. Now,I got a good companion too... :)

During the mid S12 : Many started echoing : 'Appu and Rakhi are best friends.' But, we dint actually know we were ... ;)

Second year college : We realized how good friends we are and started the real move...

Third year college : I shifted my home to a new one .. Wow, my heart can only take so much. . My mind echoed her name .. I'm her neigbour now .. For once in my life I realized I've someone who needs me and I want that someone to be in my life song ... She promised, she will .. She was with me when i missed my mind and kept her words ... I got someone I needed so long .. Yay!

We made a long commitment after college :

"Be friends"... "But we are friends."
No, We meant to BE friends ...

"If you ever need a hand, I'm here ..." - That was a promise we made in heart !

A journey at its best ...

A Warm Shake-hand !

Its says : Friendship is a promise made in heart !

. . . If you ever need a Hand, I am here . . .
. . . A promise Unbroken . . .

Cheers to all my friends for those lovely moments together!

BSNL Bad !

I messaged . . .

"Msg 1 : Hereafter, following the message sequencing method to ensure the acknowledgement :D so that the receiver could find the innocence of the sender who is being accused for not sending(replying to) the messages. . .:) :) "


I tried to send the same message thrice,but failed!
My good luck . . It worked after 10 hours- from the night to the next morning ! sigh

I waited for another half an hour to get a reply and here it is . . .

"Well, I think this new method of sequencing would be effective. .You may as you plz follow this method from today. . Cheers ! "

lol...I was happy! I found a new method. . Yay!

Well well...I'm following this new method from today morning.. But, not even a single message is getting delivered! If only it's been sent,one could make sure of my sequencing. .
Bsnl Bad again... :(

Sob sob! Somebody get me a new Network which can't be distracted by any other means!

I want an ' obedient ' Network which works just for a single person and that's ME . . See, how lovely it would be. . . ;) What if there exists a Remote Controlled Wireless Network (abbreviated as RCWN :D )! Whenever I wish for the network service , it's all DONE ! My destination is only a single click away! All others should have to wait for my permission to use this privately accessed network which I never do. . lol . . The possibilities are endless! Lets hope for one such system in Mobile Service!

But, RCWN has to be named after me for I suggested this possibility! But, unfortunately My name doesn't seem scientific ! :( It could have been Rachle / Rakshel / Rikshel or something . . Sigh! But, I love Malayalam . . Rachle / Rakshel / Rikshel could never be a Malayalee name . . . sad again. . .:(

Ambitions

Listing out my ambitions from the age of 9 -

Age- 9 , 4th Grade :
I wanted to become an IAS officer.


Since my mom's greatest wish !

Age-10, 5th Grade :
I decided...I'm the future Doctor.

For God's sake, I can never be a Doctor! I'd have been the same as above otherwise!

Age-13, 8th Grade :
Had enough of learning BIOLOGY! I hated the subject even before I go in depth!
Heard from my seniors about them experimenting the frogs, cockroaches etc..Argh!

Age-14, 9th Grade :
I'm a Teacher! Finalized ! Just because I fell in love with a teacher of mine, I wanted to be like her ...Realized better I not a teacher! lol...

Age-15, 10th Grade :
All I wanted is to get a pass mark . The first Board Examination in life!
I passed it! God's grace!:)

Age-16, 11th Grade :
I wanted to become a Psychiatrist! Because I love to read people's mind and wanted to find the reason behind the mad whirl of pleasure!


Unfortunately,none at home encouraged this idea! Can't blame them! A completely mad Psychiatrist aint valued. .

Age-17, 12th Grade :
I'd write the entrance and would get through . .

I'm the next Engineer. .

Age-18, 1st year Engineering :
I was liking to take Comp Sci & Eng. . I was told about the high salary and IT - The next generation sector . . .



Age-19 , 2nd year Engineering :
Wished for nothing! I just wanted to enjoy my college life . . .

La la laa.....

Age-20, 3rd year , The pre-final year :
Wanted to become something in life . But, was unsure about ' What? '--
Nothing wondering! Still the same situation.... :(

Age-21, Final year Engineering :
I'll be a lovely wife! Wanted to sit idle,doing nothing at all but running a wonderful family!




Now in the state of dilemma . . .
CAT ? Job ? Family ? Absolutely No Idea it is . . .

The Rarest of the Rare!

My eyes literally pinned to my books! I bet its an academic book! Neither magazine nor story book! Hard to find one such ikon! Keeping this remembrance as my personal favorite!




I never knew when this pic was taken!Cheers to my friends!
Me chained to books - that happens once in blue moon almost never happens !Remembering the day before final exam,S8 . Puzzling out one hardest topic! Nah, I gave up! Can't strain my eyes to learn something!lol...

Unhinged !

Crazy - Crazier - The Craziest !

One another reason why the people are totally unsound !
I found in one of my friend's album a pic and certain descriptions! I stood in stunned silence for a min or more. . . I wish if the monitor I'm sitting before was not mine. . I 'd have crunched it into bits otherwise. . .


"d smile which i loved d most during ma school days.. met as a stranger smewer on my way .. then vanished smewer away in dis busy lyf n again got to see long after.. neva realised wen was near.. bt realised wen went far... d smile which i dreamt many times in b/w.. d smile whch left a smile on ma face wen i think of !! ppl may name it mad.. but i wud say its a wish.. a silent wish.. a sweet wish.. alwayz !! " :) ~ Crazy...




I'm losing my temper! How should I respond to such crackbrained stuffs? I mostly dislike to be a display of bad temper! Silent wish n' crap! Get lost!

Lol...actually I've penned lots about a silent wish of mine . . But those imaginary words are really amusing when twisted to reality. . I realized! Let them remain the mental imagery and creativity and not the reality. . lol. .

Today's Fortune :

Today's Fortune :

The world is a tragedy to those who feel, but a comedy to those who think . . .

So ThiNk BiG!


As my blog heading suggests!
Not everyone can Think Big! If you think big, you' get Big!
One need to be tactful enough to falsify his/her illusion !


Human is a master of an illusory feat !
He creates a world of illusions . .
He lives in the world of illusions . .
What he thinks is right to him . .
What he does is right to him . .
Man has magical power . .
He can effectuate his illusions into practice . .
His eyes have the quality of spirit to make him crazy . .
No man is perfect unless otherwise he's an insane!


So,does the illusions make man perfect?
No wonder people call me crazy . .
See, I'm not crazy ,I'm just crazier. .

Boldness

Conversation with a friend of mine:

Venue :College Tea stall
Time : around 2pm after the final University Exam!
Members : 6 of us - the final year students

Guys busy with gossiping !
And the gals heeding them !

He might have noticed me bored with those false rumors !
Ah well, an exceptional case it is ,as the gals hardly feel bored while gossiping!
He started a conversation with me . . An artificial way of starting a conversation with a fellow being . . His words were so clear . .

He : So what is your next plan after college?
Me : I've no clue . .
He : You should have been certain about it. .
Me : Must be . .
He :( some blah blahs as i don't remember the words and finally he ended up with a statement. .) Gals should be bold enough . .
Me : Well, If ya asking me for it, I might say I've enough boldness!
He : So ,how would you define boldness?
Me(quiet for a while) : You need a formal definition for everything, huh?
He : Of course, do. . as everyone has their own definition for every single thing !

The right way of convincing reason!
But,I felt more bored ! Moreover, I can't stand with such formal chats whoever the other side is . . Digging up the reason for the Invention of Definitions . . . I Quit ! lol . . .

Today's fortune:

Fortune:


"Fools and fanatics are always certain of themselves, but wiser people are full of doubts . . ."

That was my Orkut fortune.I'm neither confused nor free from doubts! Which says I'm very normal! lol . . .

Normals never think weird . .
Wondering how could I be one among them?
Weird . . .

Good bye SCT

Huh..
Today(12.06.09).
The last day at My College-Sree Chitra Thirunal College of Engineering.
The first day being August 10,2005.


My phone beeped . .The sender name on its top. Realized! A classmate of mine:

"Oh, I don't have a clue what am I gonna do tomorrow! I'm gonna miss my college friends..I'm sad..Not in a right mood...:("

Most of everyone must be feeling the same and I replied :

"Gonna miss college friends? I see hardly any chance. . Must be missing college . .Get engaged in something . It's a part of life. Life is Simple,it's just not easy. . You make a choice and never turn back. . Once we had those wonderful school days to cherish and now college days too. . The memories left behind. The life has just started and the youth has blossomed into maturity ;) New Fun, New life, New people . . .Be happy for the New things happening! FRIENDS can never be past . They are our present. Life is stepping upwards.We're gonna get more friends. . I'm excited ! "


Now SCT in dreamzz . . .

Happily saying Good Bye SCT...

4 years of College life- A flash back

hmm...

Now that it comes to an end,its time for me to blog it here! College life is nearing its end. . Hereafter No silly jokes in the middle of class, No bunking class hours, No stupid fights, No more sharing of food during lunch break, No teasing with nicknames .... and all other blahs you could count as a part of college life! This what my friends say! But, I tell you what, to a certain extend it's right...but not as it is...

We've reached the turning point!

Well well . . I started with the flashback thingy! Coming to it . .

Was going through my Picasa for the college photos I've in my system...

Aw yeah! I'm trying to sort it out! Here it is after the Selection-Collage process!

Starting with the Freshers Day celebration...

The first event been held by my class! Yeah! Somehow, it turned out to be a big success as our Principal Mr.Mahadevan Pillai mentioned in his speech.The first freshers day which had a technical touch with LCD display screens welcoming the freshers and in meanwhile we've put some entertaining channel for them during their lunch.. He said its 'Creativity' as none of our seniors had thought of such ideas . . Seniors well have taken part and danced with the juniors and the function has turned out to be a mixed party of Juniors and Seniors! The best Freshers Day party in the history of Comp Sci dept,SCTCE as Karthik chettan(our senior) has mentioned towards the end!Lucky JuNiors to have us-their SeNiors!

Now again what creeps into mind is the SKIT we've performed in our S3..lol...The theme: Kerala University Valuation Center! :D As if we knew how the things happening inside...lol.. Anyway,we had so lotta fun during this trial of us! A combined effort could be a Grand Success and too this Hellua fun it was! College days are simply wonderful :) No turning backs! :)

The next step is Raagam'08-

One another unique experience with the seniors, juniors and friends!Yay! SCT won the overall trophy of Raagam'o8! Great to be a part of sucha big success! My team won First for Rangoli (WE created the design .A totally different theme conveying a message- FROM THE DEPTH OF NIGHT,WE SWIM TOWARDS THE LIGHT! Innovative one might say! Cheers Gowri for the caption! Cheers to us since we've put up a sum of 25 points to SCT !

Onam'08 and Onam'09!This ,the same every year except that we are a year older than the previous... The very same 'pulikalies', 'chenda madhalam', 'onasadya', 'athapookalam' 'padakams','vadamvali' and lots . . . It was SCT who taught me how should an Onam celeberation be. . Aw no! I'm gonna miss the next Onam with no SCT friends around. . .

But I don't agree with! Regretting over the past! Past is Past! They won't be back again. . .

'Will those days ever come back? Can Impossible become Possible this time ?At least I wish if it could when it comes about college life!'

The fun days were those IV days we had together which taught us how to be with different mortals when you're not with your family ! 10 days trip . .

Hyderabad-Goa-Bangalore!

Day 1- At Hyderabad !

Day 9- Goa

Day 4- Bangalore

Day 3-Ramoji Film City

Huh,College Days are simply endearing....:)

aTtiTudE / ATTITUDE / AttItUdE

aTTiTuDe it is...

They have a reason for everything! They say its ATTITUDE! :O

Of all the existing ones, being Arrogant is the latest one! Both starts with the same 'A' ! Aww! Spells good! ;)

The World of Fashion and Beauty must be redefined! Or Attitude redefined? lol...

Here goes a best count for this re-definition!

A new friend of mine! He says he loves me!

Oops! No! He likes me .. lol

And guess what! He is a Man of Arrogance I must say!

But somebody says :

Man is much smaller than you,

He has Arrogance ,Karma and Maya.

Although he is smaller he has lot more Arrogance.

Because of his Arrogance he turns the world upside down .

He destroys his exalted life because of this Arrogance.

Only when the man understands that he's Arrogant will he become a Real Man!

Wowy! Wonderful it is!

And see this

"Man’s ignorance is only exceeded by man’s arrogance.” ~ J. D. Taylor

Right / Wrong? :|

Well,I must say, I go with the latter since its hard to see somebody being arrogant to one! They have a reason of their own! Because they're focused,they think :

I'm doing it because I am ME ! This is what Attitude is. . . but they call me Arrogant !

Now,you decide what it meant to be?

\/\/eddingbee!

One evening,while I was running around the kitchen trying for something catchy to get stuffed in!


Mom: Mole,Think we'll start planning your marriage! What say?
Me : Oh sure mma! As if I'm ripening with age! Sigh!
Mom: Lemme know if you have any thoughts then!
Me: Now you're seeking for the idea behind self-annihilation!
Mom: But see, You're expected to start thinking for yourself!
Me: Amma,you're trying to set me on the marriage market which I don't appreciate!
Mom: (wicked grin) tho' she looked innocent!

And here are some ideologies I visioned myself! First time thinking about and no wonder it wouldn't be smart as a whip! I enjoy the freedom of only concerning myself tho'.

Prayer to Lord:

• If I get married,he should be the best I could do!
  

Theory behind:

• Deep human need for Lasting Love , Care , Attention!
  

Wish

• Unconditional love, a phenomenon that creates flexibility!
  

Conditions / Don't-s:

• A perfect man in an imperfect world wouldn't be encouraged!
  
• Shouldn't equate intelligent planning with a lack of trust or love!
  
• Money shouldn't be listed as a cause of marriage!
  
• I don't want a man to run my life,instead I need a steady companion!
  
• I almost dislike self-centered ones,so shouldn't he!

Qualities / Do-s:

• Respect is something to be earned and not to be demanded! Every single one on Earth is a wonder of God's creation! Should know how to respect each other!
  
• My dis-qualities should be his qualities and the other way around!
  
• Must be good at communicating with people! Well-mannered , easy-going , fun loving with a pleasant smile pasted on face : these can be added to the trait list.
  
• 3 P's in HIS Practical skills: HIS Plan,HIS Pleasure,HIS Purpose!
  

Will be adding more... :)

Ebullient......

I'm so splendidly Elicited ,Cheerful, Bright and Upbeat !

Amazingly,I'm loving the way it furnishes the mind !

Loving the way it ornaments my Felicitous  Life !

No more anxious edginess about the Happenings unlike ere !

Unreasonable n' Unexplainable blessedness within the self!

Despite having concerned suasions about other's remarks on ,  

Fluttering round the silvered path ,

Sneaky eyes gleaming in inner bosom ,

Hearing the voice of murmuring breeze -

Am I wishing for a passing glance?

Aww No! It's a crazy dream about !

I wish if my words were bigger! lol.... ;)

Mail....

Well...This is a mail I sent last day to a gang in my college.. The ****** is nothing but their gang name and I don't wish to put out here! It really hurts to see people around us being low bred and selfish ! One keeny I've mentioned here is a friend of mine!



Hi ******,

I know its ridiculous to send you a mail when I've had so many chances to talk to you in person.But it's really pathetic to see you (my 3 long years classmates) avoiding me in college! It really hurts even if its for a while! Big deal! I don't think I should be giving much grandness to it tho'! If you wish ,you may talk or else you don't! Can't understand why being like this if we have only a very few countable days together before us!


I thought I'd drop you a mail so that it's easy for you to pass this message to whoever you want thereby saving your time in copying and pasting stuffs!loll...(I know this wouldn't make you laugh..but did I ;) )


Somebody told me that I've hurt you some day..I can't explain since I thought you'd understand my situation! But unfortunately ,the things dint go well and you dint realize the way it is...And a big big SORRY if you still believe the reason for all these craps is me! Neither are we going to meet again after this college..Why going for such uneasiness then? Just wide open your eyes and See something! These are all baseless allegations! Friendship isn't that easy! Don't think it's easy to break the relations so easily! I hope in some day or later you'll perceive the realness!


I wish these matters would never come again within us which will only help in hurting some or others feeling! I understood how much you were hurt from the day keeny chorified me and I suppose you females are still continuing! I've absolutely nothing to tell on it and go on if ya think that's the proper way of reacting to your so-called friend (at least once i were to my noesis! )!


This mail may seems to you a nonsensical one and may it be beyond any limits ! But I can't help it! I've been in this trouble since &&&&&& ! I haven't much ideas about your ****** ! So sending this to all my fellow players! Rest is up to you ! You decide what and how!


Regards
Me


hmm....well well.. "This was funny" my friend said! I loved the way she conveyed it!loll.. But it was distressing at times to see some of my former friends avoiding me! A Dance is a team work and it couldn't be a vaguely specified self interested concern! A fellow member's trouble must be the trouble of the whole! That should be the way it is...ah! Those females wouldn't empathize other's feeling! They just thinking about themselves,their problems,their hard work and all about them as if the whole world is rolling around them! ****** rules! lol...:-|
See folks,we're Grown-ups! But dont they seem like! ;)

I just recalled these words:

"Learn the habit of COMPROMISE...
Because its better to bend a little,
Than to break a lovely relationship!
Forgive quickly,Believe slowly,
LOVE truly & Laugh loudly!"

Yeah I'm learning to appreciate the elegance of COMPROMISE through my experience! :)I was right! But they were right as well ! Now what? Let's grasp and bump with a linguistic reason! loll...