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Thursday, August 27, 2009

The Cutting Edge !

ATTENTION dear friend: This is to inform you the latest updates about your friend.. Your Er. Friend is going to be an employee from this Monday.. The company she's going to work for is COLLABERA as SAP trainee.. Will be trained for the position,'SAP Consultant' in 6 months.. Well, I hope that is a GOOD news for you too...;-) :-):-)


This was the message to all my friends. Some laughed at, some incited pity and some others congratulated and conveyed their felicity...Its been 3 days since I joined.. Met up with an old tuition-mate of mine..She smiles at every single thing I say and I love people who smile.. :) When it is about friends, one would always appreciate adding more in a list of many and I'm not an exception.. She is my new friend, new colleague, new companion....

I had in my dreams about a work where I fly from one place to another, speaking out to the super-ordinates of a company in a prissy room..Well, that is in brief ...

I'm flying with my colleagues to a city where flowers blossom more often but are unnoticed .. The place where the crowd spills over on the street.. The heavy traffic lines are overloaded in the city everywhere... One from my team ensures the things going around, another busy reading stuffs, another one with the phone calls, another one with his at most stubborn posture..And myself wistfully looking through the window,running in mind as many things as I could.. Everybody plays a compeer role there.. We are halfway down the destiny..A remote possibility of reaching the place in time ... Situations passes by and now we are heeding to the company.. A warm welcome .. The usual way of conveying the invited guests.. Some of them are Indians and some others aliens, as I would call them...

We are in a well coiffed room.. Everybody seated themselves in the appropriate place so that they get the perfect picturing of the scenic design.. A man who buried himself in his best suit is now going to give us a formal greet.. He carries himself in a decent manner with a pleasing sensation.. He starts verbalizing and it occupied a short time.. And now, its our turn..We're introduced to the officials of their company and we are starting our work...(Last part isn't clear.....)

Everything was so quick and evening in room.. In a state of prospering.. Palmy and Thriving...!


Now, Dream becoming the Reality... The Cutting Edge !

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Surreal.. but nice !

I want a world were anything is possible...!

What I want to be... ? was left to me...

Choices were actually minuscule..
I picked one, But went wrong..

I see myself as a failure !
Believe me, I'm going to fail just 100%...
A striker striking within its reach,but failing to put a coin in the pocket..
Don't tell me ,it doesn't matter..
Because I know, it DOES !

This is not the time for incidence
This is not the time for empathize

I must complain with the weakest possible reason I could have....
I'm unsure, but something hiding me..
Perhaps, I'm less confident about myself..
I'm lazy, I couldn't make it... What shall I do now?
I thought I'm old enough to take my own decisions..
I thought there is no harm to be myself..
Did you see the difference?
Oh well,Its all about a lonely person in the world....
I doubt if its me....
No, I've everybody..


They asked :

Good bowler / Bad bowler ?

Unsure! I picked Good . But it turned Bad...

I'm a traveler who is gonna discover the world..
Looking for the day which is going to change my life...
If I was given a chance ,I'd change the world upside down..

Surreal.. but nice!
Well, what was I thinking about? Is it about changing the world?
I'm dreaming then..
In dreams, I'd change the entire world rather than my personality..
Because you can always do that in your dreams...
Sleep with a dream and wake up with reality ..
Because there is nothing that rhymes in life ...
I fancy it... Surreal ,but nice!

I wanted to see you smile..
But, nobody wished for mine..
I've got nothing to smile about !
Still I smiled, but nobody noticed..

Combination of factors spilled it out :

No clean clothes
No regular food
No real friends
No entertaining fun

Somebody been badly influenced...
Everything Unfit..
Everything for a reason it says :
Get me the reason, I'll be excused !

Unsuccessfully Professional !

A fairly strange reality to face with..
Its a No-Win situation..I dint realize before..
I couldn't hear the spiritual vibrations anymore....

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Fortune....

My fortune teller says :

"Everyone is gifted - but some people never open their package"

Searching for my gift.....
.
Can't find any.....
.
Mission failed....
.
Query : Will I get a new one?
Reason : Because that I've missed my old...
Response : Gift once lost is lost forever !


Scripting failed . . . .


Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Write up...


Narrating a story . . .

11th grade Math tuition
: The journey begins ... I dint notice this tuition-mate of mine since the huge class and she wasn't in the circle of my world which was confined to the first 2 benches...

12th grade Math tuition : My neighbor introduced her best friend to me ... A cute gal I murmured ... Started noticing her from that day on .. Smiling friends as I would define it... A thought struck my mind : Keep Smiling n' she smiled ... :)

X'mas day celebration at my neighbor's home : I can at this moment see her awaiting for a quick and easy friendship .. From there own, Hi-Bye friends as we called it... :)

First year second day at college bus stop : We shared a Happy Smile! She is already my friend .. Now,I got a good companion too... :)

During the mid S12 : Many started echoing : 'Appu and Rakhi are best friends.' But, we dint actually know we were ... ;)

Second year college
: We realized how good friends we are and started the real move...

Third year college : I shifted my home to a new one .. Wow, my heart can only take so much. . My mind echoed her name .. I'm her neigbour now .. For once in my life I realized I've someone who needs me and I want that someone to be in my life song ... She promised, she will .. She was with me when i missed my mind and kept her words ... I got someone I needed so long .. Yay!

We made a long commitment after college :

"Be friends"... "But we are friends."
No, We meant to BE friends ...

"If you ever need a hand, I'm here ..." - That was a promise we made in heart !

A journey at its best ...