Dishaa'09

A Techno-Cultural Fest to be conducted by the Com

puter Science Department of Sree Chitra Thirunal College Of Engineering,Pappanamcode,Trivandrum at Nishagandi, Kanakakunnu on Saturday,28th February.

Lanscape, the eleven year old Computer Science association of S.C.T. College of Engineering presenting before you the technical extravaganza to build the cornerstones of engaging Entrepreneurship and Technology .But this time,we're coming back to our roots by setting this spectacular event up as a technical as well as the cultural convention building upon a tradition of exploration and innovation.

Why Dishaa?

• Dishaa has always had a convergence of the best technical and cultural creativities over the years and is likely to be an integral part of it.
  
• An inspirational and motivational event for the young engineers to build up their career to an eminent peak.
  
• Aspiring to bring forth an event that would make you think new possibilities and in the end allow you to unwrap the hidden abilities in you to the most proficient computer enthusiast!
  
• Unplugs yourself from the monotony of academics and Inspiring you to be an employer rather than an employee .
  
• Feel the outstanding experience of being the most prominent enthusiast! Experience The world of Linux games,open movies and more....
  

Catch Gauarav Dagaonkar Live for the first time in Trivandrum on March 1st! Relive your 'COLLEGE DAYS'...

For those who think Music is Metal ,this is going to be a fantastic imagery for the Rock Music Lovers! The Stunners set to rock the stage for SOUL BURN !

Click , Relive and Witness the MaGic!

http://www.dishaa09.com/

Be there to bear witness the mojo on February 28th and March 1st at Kanakakunnu Palace Grounds & Nishagandhi...

Valentine's day it is!

Noticed a mail from Editor bob in my inbox wishing me a Valentine's day!Well, I shouldn't be excited for this reason for I haven't any valentine this time too ! lol...:)
Not that I'm dismayed for not having one..I'm glad that I have a huge list of friends!But for the past couple of days,I've been feeling blue and depressed for no particular reason ! Horrible nights I should say ! ( Those in red italic are from Editor bob's and not mine.. lol.. )

He likes me!

He likes me not!

He likes me!

Make sure he DOES at least this time!

Or you gonna loose him !

bah! who cares! I've never even cared for biggie affairs!
Then why bother ?

So was the end exciting? Anything peculiar? Yeah! But the reason was in one way or other unlike and the one on other side used to be my admirer since my schooldays ! lol... I was sent a mail on the day and here it is....

"Hii ....i mean bye since i don't want to disturb u again. I'll shut this relation forever ! Its been a long time since this one way thingy ! I'm signing off forever ..All these years( might be 6+ ) i been thinking of u! Only u! And I realized i can never be your friend ! I tried to love many other ones,but I could only see u on them ..I thought what if u realize my love for you in my near future ...But this is far toooooooo long ..May be you are right !I've no idea! Anyhow, bye and lots of blessing! May God give you more good hearted one...."

And what does he mean? But I couldn't be confused about this guy ! Can't understand how guys could say all these things if they fail to make friendship with the so-called crap...lol

I replied...

" I still can't figure out what your 'love ' is! You said you loved me ,cared me and many craps! But I doubt if you're sick! Now it's a good decision and a valuable turn! Its good to know that you've realized the 'things' at least now!

By all odds, I don't appreciate such things! I rarely make friends with guys! I believe guys are 'this' ,'that ' and what all craps! And the decision you took (at least)now is really appreciable! But surprisingly, I'm astonished to see your message which contains something like ' STOPPED IT ONLY BY NOW'? I thought you'd have already long before! lol...blah! whateva! bye! "

A kinda ill-mannered reply ! But I'm helpless ,but happy for his new turn! Bye admirer!

Heck ! I'm sick!

I'm sick of being sick! I'm sick with a cold ,runny nose,itchy eyes !
Achooooo! 'GOD BLESS ' as my friend says! I think God is busy blessing me today!Achoo! :D


I suppose my cold + allergy started working up! May be I should go to a doctor instead of sitting here and diagnosing myself! Yuk! But I hate having medicinal drugs! It can just help you in getting addicted to it!

My clock shows its 11 and my cell beeps! A message from a  sweetie pie asking for my reason of absence in class!Huh, I realized something! There is at least somebody missing me in college! lol . . Sickness couldn't be the only reason why I bunked today! I simply love bunking classes ! ;) Or is it that I'm wanting to be at home for a slothful day? I love being home for no absolute reason!  ;)

I cleaned my room today! Wowy! What is so wondrous in it is I have washed a tons of clothes I've been collecting for ages! There is just another pile of clothes I don't need to care about! May be I could finish of it in another 12 or more months! That doesn't mean I'm going to sacrifice all my clothes ! My mom certainly wishes to get a chance!Well. . I wish if she does! :D In any case,I've been very surprised by mine for I even intended to go some laundry a fews days back ! But I somehow managed to do it all by myself! Yay!
Tho' I was after a plan to hand-wash all my clothes so as to prove my physical fitness to mummy !lol. . .The prime reason for these piles ! I supposed I could do all my works by my own once our servant aunti left our place for some medical reason her hubby had! She's not yet back home! I'm worried if my mom has sacked her from being home! :O I can't have any other reason for her vanishing into moonshine. . . I badly miss her since I'm asked to clean my room,wash my clothes ,make tea serve myself every single thing without an aid! :( Now,I need to stack my clothes well coiffed on my wardrobe! I can have no concern for I mostly dislike having a disarrayed wardrobe!

Lemme go back and start my work then! :)

Single Vs Married

Hmm...

Well ,Its all about a conversation I had with my friend some days back!

Some of my friends are getting married and they are gearing up for a new life! Oops! The start of an entirely new-life...;-) hmm.. Well,
-One of 'em highly tensed about the things that is going to happen after marriage!
-Other one has a cool-cool attitude!
-Another one is already married and having the max fun out of it!

I could see different extremities for a single reason!

Why is it like one should get married to somebody? I have been asking to the one myself and my Amma for a reason why I should get married. This quest peeps up whenever she tries to poke me with a proposal of marriage! She thinks it 's for the security reasons for a girl can't stay single for womb-to-tomb!

It says Marriage is all about a man and his wife in their own world assuring their lives entailed to each other! AGREED! But to an extent I kinda dissent such opinions-Our marriage strategy ! A man in some other part of the globe is going to be the biggest part in her life from the day he knots the 'Thalli' ! I can't admit the whole idea tho' I personally have no other choice but to gulp the traditional strategy! huh!

Meanwhile, one of my friends suggested to gain a new strategy- "Date-For-A-Year"! I agreed it a good idea! But failed to derive his seriousness in the topic ... I gave up! Moreover I am not liking to get married to anyone... Instead I 'd love to stay Single! Stay Single, it helps you learn a lot more things... Not very practical I know and myself waiting for him... ;-) Yes, it's really interesting to share everything with , to fight with, to play with..

New Experiences!


Lol.....

A-Post-A-Day !

Time : 4AM

Woke up to the sound of my mob-alarm !Oh i have that bloody stupid University exam...Not that i hate writing exams ..it's just another fun where we can put all the follies in prescribed papers! Going to start my lessons before dawn! I being a s7 Engineering student, one shouldn't expect me to learn or rather grab studying-stuffs from the day before exam!Yep! The things are rather growing faster.. The-day-before-study has been turned to The- last-minute-study strategy! I started reading from one end trying to find a reason why in this world did i waste my money on taking the photostat of the whole book!Oops! I read the things in a sleepy-headed mode!

Time : 8AM

Oh !It's high time and i need to get ready or else i might miss my col bus! I've just run through the first module..Was that enough for the exam? Having no idea about the things going around i started out my readyings!

Time: 8.30

In a hurry to catch my col bus..Seeing Austin(my neigh kid) on my way , reminded something..Oh! it was a saturday and there wouldn't be any col bus !Way back to home! My father offered me a lift college since he and she planning to head themselves to her native! I was rather happy since i could get time to read more till i reach my college! But my beauteous amma herself needed more time to get leaving! Oh i couldn't be in time for the exam if i planning to wait for her ..and what is more i need to get my request signed before the exam since I've lost my hall-ticket! :( At last my father settled the problem by dropping me off in scooty !All my dreams were crushed into futility!

Time :9.15Am

I'm at college running towards the office to get my request signed ..After a talk with the principal i got everything right! and me led myself to the exam hall!I was drawing a blank then! Praying (rather begging) to the Lord to give enough power so that some miracle would happen and i could write things on paper even if the questions seemed to be so obscured!Sigh!

Time :12.25Pm

I knotted my papers with an excessive complacency since i somehow managed to drop lines for almost all the questions! tho' i haven't written anything from those photocopies ! An immencegas-work !

Time : 1.30Pm

Till in college chit-chatting with friends ,playing pranks with each other and the phone started pinging! It was my sister asking me to be at home within a short while so that i could save her from the state of heavy boredom!hehe...

Time : 3Pm

Reached home ...Had food...Had some chats with sis...Tried to pull her out but couldn't help failing this time too ..That usually happens! She loves herself to wear the crown of every fights she has(d/ving) with me!lol.. The fun went on till our parents arrived..

Time :6Pm

They are in now!Saawan seemed to be the happiest and out of action for he could go outing with his grandparents ! I had a groovy time with him! Neigh uncles came in to inform us about the NEW YEAR jubilation!Finally the high-ups(!) are free from their obligations! It's on JAN 23!Wowy!! i love being foodie now and then ! ;-) I can have ice-cream galore! wowy! waiting for 23rd eventide! :-D

Time : 10.30Pm

Yeah! I'm online now! lol..Making up my mind to set out for a new idea! A-post-a-day! which simply recalls the old self-possession i used to have in my schooldays!

Goodnight ya! :)

Welcome 2009 !

Another year has come with more resolutions unlike the previous years!I can assure that I'm planning myself to change a lot!loll...But I tell you it's a loyal decision! ! I even marveled at the abrupt changes in me! I've started learning VEENA and planning to learn VIOLIN as well..Then I've decided to go for higher studies so that I can amend my career to a great run! Oh yeah! I'll be preparing for GRE and as a part of it I have put on a new habit !Started READING BOOKS, one of my dreams come TRUE ! Yipe!But this is not for the first time I'm trying to read a book.I've tried many a times before but sadly I couldn't finish reading a single one!:( Hope it won't be the same this time..Started with CRISIS by ROBIN COOK!I hope this 2009 is going to be a special year for me! I'm 21 now ! Crucial time for a girl ;-) !


Now then its time to say Good bye 2008! A year which has come across so many new good-bad experiences in life! I've gone through most of the faces in life starting from new friends(Hmm...at last managed to get a couple of friends at college from my batch mates ,seniors,juniors...!Some went good and stay still and some others were an err in life !), Outings, Dance (Yeah! A choreography done by me and my friends which turned out to be a success and moreover I've designed our very own costumes and I proudly proved myself to be a successful DESIGNER ! Many have started copying my design but they got a nice tailor unlike us! :( ! ) , new crazy doings like annoying teachers (Well its not a new thing for me since I used to be the naughtiest among friends from my Kindergarten and been a big trouble to all my friends and teachers!loll...Simply used to enjoy such things at school but never at college! Oh Gawd ! Such kinda Undesirable worries! ), then a secret crush (Somehow the guy managed to get into my crush-list! :D Oh let me add on - When I said CRUSH, I mean it! Well, I don't need to give explanations on it.. Everything is so clear as I see hardly any chance it grows ripe..lol...I killed it the moment the news spreaded up... :-( A mix of happy-unhappy feeling.),then veena ,higher studies plan,a blog as well :D ! The list goes on and on ... A big Thanks to 2008 for the newer counts !


I'm getting ready to gain a new jump....;-) I wish I won't repeat the same mistakes again in life! Oh! Life would be boring with the same old mistakes and occurrents ! Expecting to hap something very new..... ;-)

Maa....

Ma,U taught me to LOVE others..
U taught me to RESPECT others..
U taught me all the goods things about life...
U give me self-confidence and I wear it with pride


I know u care for me and ur dedicated life for me...
I know U love me more than anything in this world...
But ma dont u feel missing something in our life ??
Yes ma,I miss u and I need u to take care of me ..
And i know we both miss each other a lott...


You dont talk to me nowadays...
Sometimes u dont listen to me...
It hurts to see that u coudnt find time to spare with me..
I know u have spent many sleepless nights to make me sleep..
I know u are there to cry for me and laugh for me...
But ma, do you see me crying now ??
I'm crying for your love,your care,your everything...
You are always busy with your work...
I try to understand the situation that we're in..
And you want me to be happy always...
But I cant be happy without you ...


I made a secure place myself in ur arms..
And I wish I were held tight in ur arms...
But I know you are lazy to keep me with you..
Were I an unwanted child for u ma ??
I know I'm in your thoughts and your love follows me everywhere...
I know you are there to brighten my life..
I love you with all my heart...


I feel a stifling pain inside..
My heart is crying again full of tears...
I know U cant bear to see me crying...
Of all the things I have, ur expression is the most important...
Thence writing these words in rain...


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Cant help it mamma !!! :|