Attraction...

What actually is an attraction ? Does anybody have an explanation for it? Does it mean a mere physical attraction or the attraction to the quality ? Why is it like teenagers are more likely to have such attraction ? And if,why are we attracted to the opposite gender? Of course there are homophiles! But still the former is more natural and common... Certain things can't be explained..That is how the nature and the life is made of !

If I try to call up such attractions or people to whom I get attracted in my life, I might get stunned ! 'Attracted' to many ones till this day with unique specialities! One had a wonderful smile which is my all time weakness .. Another one had a radical character...Another had a good ATTITUDE etc.. :D When I say Attraction, I mean it... just a mere attraction..

One cant slip his/her FIRST affection...and I take it !! I had such first attraction during my 8th grade...Some 'X' .... A tall,fair,cute looking guy!! I don't remember what exactly his name is..ahh!!! Does it matter ?? A name can nothing to do with,neh ... ;) But yes, he was cute and so I was attracted.. lol... A 13 year old kid's fun.. Haven't with me any details of him as an 8th grade girl had hardly any source to run down such details and there weren't any orkuts ...I hardly had talked to him except for 3-4 times asking for some dizzy things..Neither do myself interested in... But sometimes I found him noticing me which turned my focus to the one myself...

Me being me,have some principles in life..The one who doesn't believe falling in pass time love... I at times get irritated for others having such crap relations, letting their parents and dear ones go..but some other times I really miss for not having any LOVE , AFFAIR or whateva you call it..Truism !! I haven't yet fallen in the so called deep love with ... May be I'm less romantic..or is it cuz I give less value to such fantasies? But I fairly liked him and too he...


Donno how many admit this -- Eyes truly got such sorcerous power over life!!
It affects greatly the formation and the nature of human relationships...
We had merely a countably few meetings ,but would never forget to pass messages through the most natural way but without letting others knew what our intention was....That was the most interesting part ! Nobody had a single clue ... Not even my close friends.. Neither did I.. lol.. I was asked to put down the curtain to un-open the stage ..It was high time to wind up everything and we said bye to each other (All these happened in dreams.. Every thing was so quick..lol)..But surprisingly I met him after 2 years from my 8th grade in a scientific fair competition...I was as if waiting for sucha moment...and I could read from his face the happiness and breathtaking expressions(let it be..lol) ! A 5 mins talk ...he was merely replying to me ...Sadly he dint ask me a single thing! We said bye for the last time which was the closing phase of an unsuccessful desire - MY FIRST LOVE (?)..! That was the last meet --The End of Something...

I was a kid .. Is it more like a CRUSH at least? No idea ! And of co, I've exaggerated things here to add masala mix..Especially the 'EYE' part... I'd the same vision(Short sight) prob then too...lol..