Heck ! I'm sick!

I'm sick of being sick! I'm sick with a cold ,runny nose,itchy eyes !
Achooooo! 'GOD BLESS ' as my friend says! I think God is busy blessing me today!Achoo! :D


I suppose my cold + allergy started working up! May be I should go to a doctor instead of sitting here and diagnosing myself! Yuk! But I hate having medicinal drugs! It can just help you in getting addicted to it!

My clock shows its 11 and my cell beeps! A message from a  sweetie pie asking for my reason of absence in class!Huh, I realized something! There is at least somebody missing me in college! lol . . Sickness couldn't be the only reason why I bunked today! I simply love bunking classes ! ;) Or is it that I'm wanting to be at home for a slothful day? I love being home for no absolute reason!  ;)

I cleaned my room today! Wowy! What is so wondrous in it is I have washed a tons of clothes I've been collecting for ages! There is just another pile of clothes I don't need to care about! May be I could finish of it in another 12 or more months! That doesn't mean I'm going to sacrifice all my clothes ! My mom certainly wishes to get a chance!Well. . I wish if she does! :D In any case,I've been very surprised by mine for I even intended to go some laundry a fews days back ! But I somehow managed to do it all by myself! Yay!
Tho' I was after a plan to hand-wash all my clothes so as to prove my physical fitness to mummy !lol. . .The prime reason for these piles ! I supposed I could do all my works by my own once our servant aunti left our place for some medical reason her hubby had! She's not yet back home! I'm worried if my mom has sacked her from being home! :O I can't have any other reason for her vanishing into moonshine. . . I badly miss her since I'm asked to clean my room,wash my clothes ,make tea serve myself every single thing without an aid! :( Now,I need to stack my clothes well coiffed on my wardrobe! I can have no concern for I mostly dislike having a disarrayed wardrobe!

Lemme go back and start my work then! :)

Single Vs Married

Hmm...

Well ,Its all about a conversation I had with my friend some days back!

Some of my friends are getting married and they are gearing up for a new life! Oops! The start of an entirely new-life...;-) hmm.. Well,
-One of 'em highly tensed about the things that is going to happen after marriage!
-Other one has a cool-cool attitude!
-Another one is already married and having the max fun out of it!

I could see different extremities for a single reason!

Why is it like one should get married to somebody? I have been asking to the one myself and my Amma for a reason why I should get married. This quest peeps up whenever she tries to poke me with a proposal of marriage! She thinks it 's for the security reasons for a girl can't stay single for womb-to-tomb!

It says Marriage is all about a man and his wife in their own world assuring their lives entailed to each other! AGREED! But to an extent I kinda dissent such opinions-Our marriage strategy ! A man in some other part of the globe is going to be the biggest part in her life from the day he knots the 'Thalli' ! I can't admit the whole idea tho' I personally have no other choice but to gulp the traditional strategy! huh!

Meanwhile, one of my friends suggested to gain a new strategy- "Date-For-A-Year"! I agreed it a good idea! But failed to derive his seriousness in the topic ... I gave up! Moreover I am not liking to get married to anyone... Instead I 'd love to stay Single! Stay Single, it helps you learn a lot more things... Not very practical I know and myself waiting for him... ;-) Yes, it's really interesting to share everything with , to fight with, to play with..

New Experiences!


Lol.....

A-Post-A-Day !

Time : 4AM

Woke up to the sound of my mob-alarm !Oh i have that bloody stupid University exam...Not that i hate writing exams ..it's just another fun where we can put all the follies in prescribed papers! Going to start my lessons before dawn! I being a s7 Engineering student, one shouldn't expect me to learn or rather grab studying-stuffs from the day before exam!Yep! The things are rather growing faster.. The-day-before-study has been turned to The- last-minute-study strategy! I started reading from one end trying to find a reason why in this world did i waste my money on taking the photostat of the whole book!Oops! I read the things in a sleepy-headed mode!

Time : 8AM

Oh !It's high time and i need to get ready or else i might miss my col bus! I've just run through the first module..Was that enough for the exam? Having no idea about the things going around i started out my readyings!

Time: 8.30

In a hurry to catch my col bus..Seeing Austin(my neigh kid) on my way , reminded something..Oh! it was a saturday and there wouldn't be any col bus !Way back to home! My father offered me a lift college since he and she planning to head themselves to her native! I was rather happy since i could get time to read more till i reach my college! But my beauteous amma herself needed more time to get leaving! Oh i couldn't be in time for the exam if i planning to wait for her ..and what is more i need to get my request signed before the exam since I've lost my hall-ticket! :( At last my father settled the problem by dropping me off in scooty !All my dreams were crushed into futility!

Time :9.15Am

I'm at college running towards the office to get my request signed ..After a talk with the principal i got everything right! and me led myself to the exam hall!I was drawing a blank then! Praying (rather begging) to the Lord to give enough power so that some miracle would happen and i could write things on paper even if the questions seemed to be so obscured!Sigh!

Time :12.25Pm

I knotted my papers with an excessive complacency since i somehow managed to drop lines for almost all the questions! tho' i haven't written anything from those photocopies ! An immencegas-work !

Time : 1.30Pm

Till in college chit-chatting with friends ,playing pranks with each other and the phone started pinging! It was my sister asking me to be at home within a short while so that i could save her from the state of heavy boredom!hehe...

Time : 3Pm

Reached home ...Had food...Had some chats with sis...Tried to pull her out but couldn't help failing this time too ..That usually happens! She loves herself to wear the crown of every fights she has(d/ving) with me!lol.. The fun went on till our parents arrived..

Time :6Pm

They are in now!Saawan seemed to be the happiest and out of action for he could go outing with his grandparents ! I had a groovy time with him! Neigh uncles came in to inform us about the NEW YEAR jubilation!Finally the high-ups(!) are free from their obligations! It's on JAN 23!Wowy!! i love being foodie now and then ! ;-) I can have ice-cream galore! wowy! waiting for 23rd eventide! :-D

Time : 10.30Pm

Yeah! I'm online now! lol..Making up my mind to set out for a new idea! A-post-a-day! which simply recalls the old self-possession i used to have in my schooldays!

Goodnight ya! :)

Welcome 2009 !

Another year has come with more resolutions unlike the previous years!I can assure that I'm planning myself to change a lot!loll...But I tell you it's a loyal decision! ! I even marveled at the abrupt changes in me! I've started learning VEENA and planning to learn VIOLIN as well..Then I've decided to go for higher studies so that I can amend my career to a great run! Oh yeah! I'll be preparing for GRE and as a part of it I have put on a new habit !Started READING BOOKS, one of my dreams come TRUE ! Yipe!But this is not for the first time I'm trying to read a book.I've tried many a times before but sadly I couldn't finish reading a single one!:( Hope it won't be the same this time..Started with CRISIS by ROBIN COOK!I hope this 2009 is going to be a special year for me! I'm 21 now ! Crucial time for a girl ;-) !


Now then its time to say Good bye 2008! A year which has come across so many new good-bad experiences in life! I've gone through most of the faces in life starting from new friends(Hmm...at last managed to get a couple of friends at college from my batch mates ,seniors,juniors...!Some went good and stay still and some others were an err in life !), Outings, Dance (Yeah! A choreography done by me and my friends which turned out to be a success and moreover I've designed our very own costumes and I proudly proved myself to be a successful DESIGNER ! Many have started copying my design but they got a nice tailor unlike us! :( ! ) , new crazy doings like annoying teachers (Well its not a new thing for me since I used to be the naughtiest among friends from my Kindergarten and been a big trouble to all my friends and teachers!loll...Simply used to enjoy such things at school but never at college! Oh Gawd ! Such kinda Undesirable worries! ), then a secret crush (Somehow the guy managed to get into my crush-list! :D Oh let me add on - When I said CRUSH, I mean it! Well, I don't need to give explanations on it.. Everything is so clear as I see hardly any chance it grows ripe..lol...I killed it the moment the news spreaded up... :-( A mix of happy-unhappy feeling.),then veena ,higher studies plan,a blog as well :D ! The list goes on and on ... A big Thanks to 2008 for the newer counts !


I'm getting ready to gain a new jump....;-) I wish I won't repeat the same mistakes again in life! Oh! Life would be boring with the same old mistakes and occurrents ! Expecting to hap something very new..... ;-)

Maa....

Ma,U taught me to LOVE others..
U taught me to RESPECT others..
U taught me all the goods things about life...
U give me self-confidence and I wear it with pride


I know u care for me and ur dedicated life for me...
I know U love me more than anything in this world...
But ma dont u feel missing something in our life ??
Yes ma,I miss u and I need u to take care of me ..
And i know we both miss each other a lott...


You dont talk to me nowadays...
Sometimes u dont listen to me...
It hurts to see that u coudnt find time to spare with me..
I know u have spent many sleepless nights to make me sleep..
I know u are there to cry for me and laugh for me...
But ma, do you see me crying now ??
I'm crying for your love,your care,your everything...
You are always busy with your work...
I try to understand the situation that we're in..
And you want me to be happy always...
But I cant be happy without you ...


I made a secure place myself in ur arms..
And I wish I were held tight in ur arms...
But I know you are lazy to keep me with you..
Were I an unwanted child for u ma ??
I know I'm in your thoughts and your love follows me everywhere...
I know you are there to brighten my life..
I love you with all my heart...


I feel a stifling pain inside..
My heart is crying again full of tears...
I know U cant bear to see me crying...
Of all the things I have, ur expression is the most important...
Thence writing these words in rain...


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Cant help it mamma !!! :|

Attraction...

What actually is an attraction ? Does anybody have an explanation for it? Does it mean a mere physical attraction or the attraction to the quality ? Why is it like teenagers are more likely to have such attraction ? And if,why are we attracted to the opposite gender? Of course there are homophiles! But still the former is more natural and common... Certain things can't be explained..That is how the nature and the life is made of !

If I try to call up such attractions or people to whom I get attracted in my life, I might get stunned ! 'Attracted' to many ones till this day with unique specialities! One had a wonderful smile which is my all time weakness .. Another one had a radical character...Another had a good ATTITUDE etc.. :D When I say Attraction, I mean it... just a mere attraction..

One cant slip his/her FIRST affection...and I take it !! I had such first attraction during my 8th grade...Some 'X' .... A tall,fair,cute looking guy!! I don't remember what exactly his name is..ahh!!! Does it matter ?? A name can nothing to do with,neh ... ;) But yes, he was cute and so I was attracted.. lol... A 13 year old kid's fun.. Haven't with me any details of him as an 8th grade girl had hardly any source to run down such details and there weren't any orkuts ...I hardly had talked to him except for 3-4 times asking for some dizzy things..Neither do myself interested in... But sometimes I found him noticing me which turned my focus to the one myself...

Me being me,have some principles in life..The one who doesn't believe falling in pass time love... I at times get irritated for others having such crap relations, letting their parents and dear ones go..but some other times I really miss for not having any LOVE , AFFAIR or whateva you call it..Truism !! I haven't yet fallen in the so called deep love with ... May be I'm less romantic..or is it cuz I give less value to such fantasies? But I fairly liked him and too he...


Donno how many admit this -- Eyes truly got such sorcerous power over life!!
It affects greatly the formation and the nature of human relationships...
We had merely a countably few meetings ,but would never forget to pass messages through the most natural way but without letting others knew what our intention was....That was the most interesting part ! Nobody had a single clue ... Not even my close friends.. Neither did I.. lol.. I was asked to put down the curtain to un-open the stage ..It was high time to wind up everything and we said bye to each other (All these happened in dreams.. Every thing was so quick..lol)..But surprisingly I met him after 2 years from my 8th grade in a scientific fair competition...I was as if waiting for sucha moment...and I could read from his face the happiness and breathtaking expressions(let it be..lol) ! A 5 mins talk ...he was merely replying to me ...Sadly he dint ask me a single thing! We said bye for the last time which was the closing phase of an unsuccessful desire - MY FIRST LOVE (?)..! That was the last meet --The End of Something...

I was a kid .. Is it more like a CRUSH at least? No idea ! And of co, I've exaggerated things here to add masala mix..Especially the 'EYE' part... I'd the same vision(Short sight) prob then too...lol..

The pond!

The real Mystic!!

Very recently I came to know about a historic pond at trivandrum -- HYMAVATHY POND , a place where a lot of people fall into love and water !!

Experiencing the real life ghostly Hymavathy in a well haunted area...Its a very old story!!but there have been many experienced ones even in this 21c !! speciallly technopark employees who use the technopark back gate road...there have been many articles relating to this pond..Its is a real scray to one like me :D The story is all about a girl who committed suicide earlier in 1960s cuz her parents denied her marriage and killed her lover knowing their relation following she commited suicide in the pond and thereafter the pond is named "Hymavathi pond"...(Thanx to pradeep for these photos :))

One among such spiritual experience....

" I work for a private firm in Technopark. Due to some work yesterday, I was held back and my return home was delayed.

Around 9:30pm, I started from office on my scooter and passed through the back entrance road (Karyavatom - Thripadapuram road). I chose this road b’cos it was recently tarred and was a better and smoother road and I was afraid of taking the Kazhakootam road due to fear of hooligan activities that had occured recently.

As soon as I passed out of the back entrance, a jeep hurried towards me from the opposite side and applied brakes suddenly. Luckily I could maintain my balance and was not thrown out from my scooty.

When I crossed the first hump on the road, the current went out and it was completely dark. There were no lights from the nearby houses and the silence coupled with the cloudy atmosphere added to the fiery night. The little light in my scooty helped me propel to my target. I accelerated my vehicle. Suddenly I noticed something moving in front of me some few meters away, somewhere near to the right turn in the road. I applied the brakes of my vehicle as it turned out to be a completely strange thing. It had the height of 2 persons mounted on each other and was fatter than a normal person. A dark blanket covered the whole ‘thing’ and it was moving (floating) towards the University road. As soon as the thing went out of sight, I rushed away on my vehicle with little life in my body..."


Kariavattom roadway ...










Many have different experiences ..but everytime they see the same gigantic figure lined as above..Now have a close look at the pic...Chill out... lol...

But we cant neglect such cuts ..Some articles admit this scary creatures and there are some scientific reasons for this...It can be seen only when the vibrations of such creatures interfere with that of human beings... Only then one can feel their presence ! They may not appear all the time..But needs to hold all necessery environments!! If we believe in energy and science then we should take this... There are some negative energy existing in nature..And this is a kinda one..But,these creatures cannot do any harm to anybody as they haven’t any power to attack the living ones...They can be seen just as floating bodies or sometimes they may be dancing fogs.. ;)


Should 'I' admit this? I have no clue !!
but IT IS really SCARY !